Monday, July 31, 2006
stress
i dun think i m a person who can take stress v well. my eyes were watery when i talked to him this morning. fr our conversation, i felt small, as if i've not been doing a gd job. i felt unappreciated. but i'm still learning. i took over the duty fr someone who left. i've not no mentor to learn fr. i found my way as events happened. doesnt he understand the stress? isnt he aware tt i'm taking a graduating class? to me, my tears was a sign of my weakness. i dun wanna him to see my weakness. i wanna b tough. as much as i learn to cope all this while, the workload got heavier. i may appear fine to u but have u every stop to spare a thought for me? have i got enuf rest time?
juz haf to blog abt this beforei start work again...it nv seem to end...
sigh :_(
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:24 pm
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Yet another great weekend
made plans to go orchard with john yday but ended up at his hse. fetched sis to sch before heading to bt panjang. as i was travelling along the pie, there was a massive traffic jam due to the collision of 5 cars. well i managed to drive thru the slow traffic to be greeted by the rain along bke...switched on the headlights n travelling at slow speed. i hate to drive on rainy days. i marked while he did his editing. then we left his hse at 445pm just in time to catch "The Lakehouse" at cck at 515pm. bought some ic-cream back n dinner was at his place. the last thing we did tog was to help me cut a video for national day celebrations in sch. thx dear! long dirve back home...
went church today...had trouble keeping myself awake while listening to the pastor. had a craving for the beef noodles at nooch so we were there for lunch. then we watched "How much do you love me". john n i walked ard at orchard before taking train back to tm. dinner was at tm. bought a leather skirt...hee...was a gd buy though. john had durian tog w my family before he went hm...
pre monday blues...yawnz
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:56 pm
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Racial Harmony Night
Gosh...event after event and i could hardly keep up with the pace at work. always doing things juz to meet the deadline. forst was the hiccup at NE show then was the last min yet successful deco for racial harmony night. it couldnt be possible without the help of dear colleagues. a bad i/c i was, everything fell in place when the day came. i spent the night doing the deco at sarah's place not forgetting tying the balloons till my finger hurt. putting up the deco with the help of sweet colleagues and pupils, it was ready just before the event started. oh yah i hit the front bumper while making u-turn outside the sch. waht's new...tt's me
these were some of the fotos which i took since the batt was flat soon after. went hm feeling tired.
had a great weekend with John. met him after his exhibition at the arts house. great dinner! thx dear! looking forward to such great weekends soon! *hint hint*
back to sch on mon...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:35 pm
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Monday, July 17, 2006
My sleep not enough weekend
Sigh...always so busy. Some hiccups on Fri noon. But thx to my helpful colleagues abd boss, everything turned out fine. A load off my mind. I could harly find time to blog but I guess it's my way to vent out some frustrations right here. Sarah, thx for always being there. I learnt to stay calm should an emergency happen again.
I was at Punggol yday to lend my support to my friends who were performing. Sideline: dancers! John dear came along too. Hee I had to ask him to come along cos I wanna be with him as well to give my friends' the support. Nowadays, I hardly have time for him so much so that his mum asked him abt it. Haha...dinner with dear before heading home. I was so tired that we were barely on the ph for 5 min and off to lala land.
Fireworks taken with my Sony Cybershot P150. Much fireworks but no pattern though unlike previous yrs.
Some snapshots during the P5 NE show on Saturday. Well the buses came an hr early and we werent ready to leave. Argh...so disappointed with myself. It's the experience that I gained. Last bus to arrive in sch was close to midnight. By the time I left sch to have supper with Azreen, I was so tired that my eyes could hardly open. I had to drag myself out of bed to meet John and off we went to concourse to get materials for RH deco.
Visit to Dragon Kiln
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:31 pm
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
busy busy busy
This is the 3rd week of school and I have been busy with many duties. Shall not elaborate.
Some flaskback of the first and second week
27 June - My birthday
Visit to the Dragon Kiln in the afternoon. Shall post the photos later as the disc is in school.
8 July - Trip to Palau Ubin
Now, busy preparing some handouts. Argh...what's new when term starts: duties and more marking. Was having a conversation with Sarah. From a 5 day work week to her 5.5 day work week. Mine is as long as my eyes can stay open. Of course I need my personal timeout too. I want to spend quality time with my family, dear dear John and wonderful friends.
Of course I have my unhappy moments too. Those moments not captured by photos. I blew my top at dear dear on Saturday when we were at West Coast Park. But he was so understanding and all turned out well on Sunday. I am glad that I have found someone so dear, someone whom I can share my happiness and sorrow.
Back to reality - WORK!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:02 pm
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